Day 78

Today was Happy's moving day.

I took a car load of stuff down to Corning today and I felt the moving process would be easier without Happy, so he moved to Corning today. He is not thrilled about this plan. First he did not like riding in the car and second, he does not like dogs! I have been telling him for a few days now that this was going to happen and so far he's been alright. Right now he's snuggled up on my bed next to me because he's knows it's safe because the dogs went to bed already. He's got the routine down and knows when kitties have free reign of the house lol. It'll be weird to go back to my apartment without him, but I'll be able to clean up after him and get the litter out before anyone comes to see the apartment.

Day 77

So the packing process has begun...

I decided to start packing today. I'm trying to get the stuff together first that will be coming with me to Mom and Dad's then I'll pack stuff that will be stored. I got rid of A LOT of stuff when I moved here, so hopefully packing won't be so bad?! My dressers are empty already and I've gathered the books I want to have at home with me. Have I mentioned I don't really want to have to do this again? Because I really don't. This is basically the fifth time in a year that I've moved...Buffalo to Fredonia, Fredonia to Corning, Corning to Rochester, Rochester to Corning, and I'll add another in for moving to the DeLong's. I think I want to be done with this now! And this time we don't have my Dad's truck to load up a lot of stuff on. Ugh, it'll get done and I'll be glad this chapter in my life is over.
I'm really going to miss the friends I've made here...I was really looking forward to playing kickball and having things to do in the Spring/Summer. I'm going to play in our first game tomorrow but after that I don't know that I'll make it to another one. :(
Well, that's more than just some commentary on the picture...

Day 76

I went to the movies today!

Thank goodness for super saver tickets because I got to go to the movies and I didn't have to pay for it! I finally went to go see The King's Speech, apparently it's back at Regal even though it's out on DVD already. But I really liked it! I love Colin Firth. It made me want to get more into the book about Lionel Logue.
I'm a little bit more settled into the idea that I'm moving. I couldn't bring myself to start packing yet though. Maybe tomorrow...

Day 75

Friday came and I heard nothing about the job. Because it was the first of the month I had to make the decision to give my 30 day notice to leave my apartment. I'll be moving back to Corning to live with my parents for awhile. I was really mad on Friday. I was mad that one person had such a big negative effect on my life. I was mad that I have to move out and leave my life and my friends that I've made here. I actually left the house though. I had to go to the post office to mail my letter and go to the grocery store because I ran out of cereal and milk. But that was the extent of my venture out. The good thing was that I was up and showered and out of the house.

Day 74

This is kind of how I've been feeling. I just want to hide and shut out the world. If I just cover up my face and take a nap maybe everything will go away. I keep going back and forth between being okay and being really sad and really angry.

Day 73

The only productive thing I did on Wednesday was try to read a little bit. I've been trying to read The King's Speech, which is a book by Lionel Logue's grandson. So far I am pretty intrigued by the guy. It's more about Lionel and what his story is. So far it's all about his life before he met King George VI.

Day 72

I went on a job interview Tuesday with Heritage Christian Services.

I thought it went really well we talked for about a half an hour. They said they'd call by Friday.
I was still pretty down on Tuesday. I return Brycen's car seat and stroller to Emmanuel's apartment and there was already a new nanny there. It stung a little bit. So I went home and began my sort of hibernation for the week.